A MEMORIAL

By John Collings Squire

The cord broke, and the tent

Slipped, and the silken roof

Lay prone beneath the viewless hoof

Of the deliberate firmament.

Yet cared we not; how should we care?

Knowing that labourless now he breathes

A golden paradisal air

Where with more certain craft he wreathes

Bright braids of words more wise and fair

Than ever his earthly fabrics were,

That his unwavering eyes made fresh,

Purged and regarbed in fadeless flesh,

What he then darkly guessed behold,

And watch with an abiding joy

The eternal mysteries unfold

Which do his now transfigured songs evermore employ.

Brother, yet great thy power;

Thou stood'st as on a tower

Small‘ neath the stars yet high above the fields;

In thy alembic song

Imagination strong

Distilled what essences the quest to mortals yields.

This thy reward well-won,

For every morning's sun

Found thy heart's firm allegiance still unshaken;

No temporal ache or smart

Drave Beauty from thy heart,

And by thy mighty mistress never wast forsaken.

Yes; for though stringent was the test,

When that thy trial was bitterest,

Steadfast thou did'st remain; unshod

The harrows of Pain thy feet once trod,

Humiliate as thy sad song tells

Before the vault's white sentinels.

Friendless and faint thou sojourned'st there,

A bowed, brave, timid wanderer,

A lonely nomad of the spirit,

Who did a triple curse inherit,

Hunger, regret and memory.

Yet never did they vanquish thee;

When nighest broken, most alone,

Thy unassuaged thoughts could clamber

To beauty on her ageless throne;

Thou wert as one in torture chamber

Who sees the blue through an open casement

And hammers his soul to endure the time

Of his corporeal abasement;

Nor writhed'st at thine or others’ fault,

But with grim tenderness did salt

Thy cicatrices with a rhyme.

Not the most sable flame of gloom

Could penetrate thy inmost room;

But through the walls thy spirit sucked

Into that cloistral hermitage

Stray lovely things, moonbeams and snows

The far sky shed into thy cage,

And, from the very gutter plucked,

A lost and mired campestral rose.

Ended that purgatorial period,

Filled was thy wallet and thy feet were shod,

The leaden weights were moved, the rack withdrawn,

Thou didst traverse the dewy fields of dawn,

Watch sunsets blazoning over upland turf,

Pull poppies from the frontiers of the surf,

Dwelled'st with love and human eyes

Vigilant, calm and wise.

But still as when thy bark did ride

Derelict on the city's tide,

As then for penury now for pride

Thy bodily senses were denied;

Though they cried out and would not sleep,

Ascetic thou didst armour them

Lest acid pleasure should eat thine art's pure gem.

Hourly the tempter's ambuscades

But thou didst guard the gates and keep

Thy senses’ hungry colonnades

Accessible but to Beauty's ministers,

Unlit by any ruby flame but hers.

Immuring so thy spirit eager

Within a body frail and meagre,

Far from the meads of earthly milk and honey,

Yet franchised of more wondrous territories,

Like those poor Bedouin of Arabia the Stony

Who roam spare-fed and hollow-eyed but free

By day to wander and by night to camp

In vast serenity,

Compassed by God's great silent glories

The sun's gold splendour and the moon's white lamp,

Folded and safe from harm

Beneath the mighty sky's protecting arm.

Ha! but the Titan's ardour

Wherewith thou scour'dst the vast,

To spoil the starry larder

Of fruits of heavenly taste!

Urania's fiercest servant,

With thirst as furnace fervent

And serene burning brow,

Worthy of thy great lineage, thou

Drankest without a shudder

In proud humility

Milk from that vast primaeval udder

That swells for such as thee,

Milk from the fountains of the Universe

That cowards deem infected with a curse,

That flushes him who drinks

Nor shrinks

The exalted anguish of diurnal draughts

To a clear vision, more intolerable

In its blissful pain, than love's most ardent shafts,

Of the seats where she doth dwell,

She, whom thou didst confess

Enticed

Thee hot to her throne to press

For the greater glory of Christ

To uplift the curtains of her closed eyes.

Not all was for thy learning

Nor any mortal's else;

Only for thy discerning

Sporadic syllables

Of those supernal glances

Coffer of which her marble countenance is,

Yet vain was not the adventure,

Reluctant though the prize,

Thou gainedst a debenture

On the fringe of Beauty's eyes;

Such fragmentary trophy

As some cross-tunic'd knight

From Saladin or Sophy

May have won in sword's despite,

Not the dear polar shrines

Held captive by the Paynim

But still as fruit of wars

Some stone from Sion's lines,

Some relic that might sain him

Of life's uncounted scars.

Self-dedicated anchorite,

Never disdainful of the dust,

But conscious of the overcoming night

That must engulph the blooms and berries of lust,

And unforgetful of the enveloping day beyond;

Though a sweet show was spread for thy delight

Resolved not to be so fond

As, in ephemeral gauds caparisoned,

To station feet upon a world of vapour

Soft as a dream and fleeting as a taper;

Thou thoughtest nevertheless that thou shouldst occupy

Thyself, as it seemed to thee, most worthily

Until the rapid hour when thou shouldst die;

So, in a world of seemings,

Of shadows and of dreamings,

Busied thyself to fashion and record

Unto the greater glory of thy Lord,

For thy proud lady Beauty His

Most excellent and humble handmaid is.

Says one thy service was too ceremonial,

Thy vestments irised overmuch, thy ritual

Too elaborate and thy rubric too obscure,

Therefore thy gift of chant and orison

Beneath the perfect service men have done.

O but thy notes were pure,

And in a day like this we now endure

No fault it was in thee to set thy camp

Remote, aloof, aloof,

In a far fastness proof

‘ Gainst the mephitic odours of the swamp.

Which being so, no gain

‘ Twere to explain

An exquisiteness too meticulous;

Let us but say it pleased thee thus,

Dowered with imagination heavy-fruited,

To raise a column garlanded and fluted

For Him thy heavenly abacus.

This was thine offering thou didst make

In founded hope that He

The craftsman's best would take

Well knowing its unobscure sincerity.

The cord broke and the tent

Slipped and the silken roof

Lay prone beneath the viewless hoof

Of the deliberate firmament.

We still in this terrene abode

Forlorn must tread the difficult road,

And all meek thanks and all belief

Hardly suffice to rampart grief.

For gone is Beauty's votary apostolic

And are her temples now delivered over

To blindworms and libidinous goats that frolic

In places hallowed by that celestial lover.

Save only two or three

With undivided minds like thee,

None now remains that girds

The peregrinal loin,

None reverent of Beauty's holy tongue,

But counterfeiters of her imaged coin,

Iconoclasts, breakers of carven words,

Seekers of worthless treasure in the dung,

Mock mages and cacophonous charlatans,

And pismire artisans

Labouring to make

Such mirrored replicas of Nature's face

As might the surface of a stagnant lake.

Yet we should anger not,

Nor let that be forgot,

The testament of stateliest worth

He left us when he fled the earth.

The mausoleum made of rhyme,

Fair in its unfrequented field,

Which shall invulnerably shield

His memory to the end of Time;

The house with curtain-flaming halls

And roof of gold and jewelled walls

For which the fisher sank his net

Into the deepest pools of speech,

Scooping rich conchs and ribbons wet

That a less venturous could not reach,

The hunter tracked the metaphor

On many a foamy silver coast

A hundred leagues beyond the most

Fabulous Tellurian shore.

Magnificent he was and mild,

Glad to be still and glad to speak,

Daring yet delicate as a child,

Faithful, compassionate and holy,

And, being human, strong and weak,

And full of hope and melancholy.

No more than we, able to shed

Man's nature he inherited,

Neither sin's garrison to kill,

Yet at the last with constancy so great

As the world's vanities to abnegate,

Sternly to will the sacrifice of will

Upon the altars of the Uncreate,

So that he lived before he died

As one who hourly to himself denied

All joys save those that cannot pall,

Who having nothing yet had all.