ACCEPTED.
What fortune did my heart foretell?
What shook my spirit, as I woke,
Like the vibration of a bell
Of which I had not heard the stroke?
Was it some happy vision shut
From memory by the sun's fresh ray?
Was it that linnet's song; or but
A natural gratitude for day?
Or the mere joy the senses weave,
A wayward ecstasy of life?
Then I remember'd, yester-eve
I won Honoria for my Wife.
Forth riding, while as yet the day
Was dewy, watching Sarum Spire,
Still beckoning me along my way,
And growing every minute higher,
I reach'd the Dean's. One blind was down,
Though nine then struck. My bride to be!
And had she rested ill, my own,
With thinking ( oh, my heart! ) of me?
I paced the streets; a pistol chose,
To guard my now important life
When riding late from Sarum Close;
At noon return'd. Good Mrs. Fife,
To my,‘ The Dean, is he at home?’
Said,‘ No, sir; but Miss Honor is;’
And straight, not asking if I'd come,
Announced me,‘ Mr. Felix, Miss,’
To Mildred, in the Study. There
We talk'd, she working. We agreed
The day was fine; the Fancy-Fair
Successful;‘ Did I ever read
De Genlis?’‘ Never.’‘ Do! She heard
I was engaged.’‘ To whom?’‘ Miss Fry
Was it the fact?’‘ No!’‘ On my word?’
‘ What scandal people talk'd!’‘ Would I
Hold out this skein of silk.’ So pass'd
I knew not how much time away.
‘ How were her sisters?’‘ Well.’ At last
I summon'd heart enough to say,
‘ I hoped to have seen Miss Churchill too.’
‘ Miss Churchill, Felix! What is this?
I said, and now I find‘ tis true,
Last night you quarrell'd! Here she is.’
She came, and seem'd a morning rose
When ruffling rain has paled its blush;
Her crown once more was on her brows;
And, with a faint, indignant flush,
And fainter smile, she gave her hand,
But not her eyes, then sate apart,
As if to make me understand
The honour of her vanquish'd heart.
But I drew humbly to her side;
And she, well pleased, perceiving me
Liege ever to the noble pride
Of her unconquer'd majesty,
Once and for all put it away;
The faint flush pass'd; and, thereupon,
Her loveliness, which rather lay
In light than colour, smiled and shone,
Till sick was all my soul with bliss;
Or was it with remorse and ire
Of such a sanctity as this
Subdued by love to my desire?