An Essay on Death and a Prison

A prison is in all things like a grave,

Where we no better priviledges have

Then dead men, nor so good. The soul once fled

Lives freer now, then when she was cloystered

In walls of flesh; and though she organs want

To act her swift designs, yet all will grant

Her faculties more clear, now separate,

Then if the same conjunction, which of late

Did marry her to earth, had stood in force,

Uncapable of death, or of divorce:

But an imprison'd mind, though living, dies,

And at one time feels two captivities;

A narrow dungeon which her body holds,

But narrower body which her self enfolds.

Whil'st I in prison ly, nothing is free,

Nothing enlarg'd but thought and miserie;

Though e'ry chink be stopt, the doors close barr'd,

Despight of walls and locks, through e'ry ward

These have their issues forth; may take the aire,

Though not for health, but onely to compare

How wretched those men are who freedom want,

By such as never suffer'd a restraint.

In which unquiet travel could I find

Ought that might settle my distemper'd mind,

Or of some comfort make discovery

It were a voyage well imploy'd: but I,

Like our raw travellers that cross the seas

To fetch home fashions or some worse disease,

Instead of quiet a new torture bring

Home t'afflict me, malice and murmuring.

What is't I envy not? no dog nor fly

But my desires prefer, and wish were I;

For they are free, or if they were like me,

They had no sense to know calamitie.

But in the grave no sparks of envy live,

No hot comparisons that causes give

Of quarrel, or that our affections move

Any condition, save their own, to love.

There are no objects there but shades and night,

And yet that darkness better then the light.

There lives a silent harmony, no jar

Or discord can that sweet soft consort mar.

The graves deaf ear is clos'd against all noise

Save that which rocks must hear, the angels voice:

Whose trump shall wake the world, and raise up men

Who in earths bosom slept, bed-rid till then.

What man then would, who on deaths pillow slumbers,

Be re-inspir'd with life, though golden numbers

Of bliss were pour'd into his breast; though he

Were sure in change to gain a Monarchie?

A Monarchs glorious state compar'd with his,

Less safe, less free, less firm, less quiet is.

For nere was any Prince advanc't so high

That he was out of reach of misery:

Never did story yet a law report

To banish fate or sorrow from his Court;

Where ere he moves by land, or through the Main,

These go along sworn members of his train.

But he whom the kind earth hath entertain'd,

Hath in her womb a sanctuary gain'd,

Whose charter and protection arm him so,

That he is priviledg'd from future woe.

The Coffin's a safe harbour, where he rides

Land-bound, below cross windes, or churlish tides.

For grief, sprung up with life, was mans half-brother

Fed by the taste, brought forth by sin, the mother.

And since the first seduction of the wife,

God did decree to grief a lease for life;

Which Patent in full force continue must,

Till man that disobey'd revert to dust.

So that lifes sorrows ratifi'd by God

Cannot expire, or find their period,

Until the soul and body disunite,

And by two diff'rent wayes from each take flight.

But they dissolved once our woes disband,

Th' assurance cancell'd by one fatall hand;

Soon as the passing bell proclaims me dead,

My sorrows sink with me, lye buried

In the same heap of dust, the self-same Urn

Doth them and me alike to nothing turn.

If then of these I might election make

Whether I would refuse, and whether take,

Rather then like a sullen Anchorite

I would live cas'd in stone, and learn to write

A Prisoners story, which might steal some tears

From the sad eyes of him that reads or hears;

Give me a peaceful death, and let me meet

My freedom seal'd up in my winding sheet.

Death is the pledge of rest, and with one bayl

Two Prisons quits, the Body and the Jayl.