My own summer

By Бонапартист Нуартьє

Written 2019-04-25

See me spit on you

I don't care whether you anger

Or just get shy looking down

Just like a slave going to slaughter

I'll never care anymore

And I've buried myself

I put a knife against my neck and moved it

The premonition of love

Koi No Yokan

Some kind of not an ordinary love

I used to think you had had such things

You're a fucking liar

Come on get to me

I wonder out if you could see straight

You could see me alive

You won't do

I don't mean the shit

Like i hoped i was disappointed

i cried oh belladonna

I wish I hadn't waisted my time

Dying of anticipation

The truth is I finally started loving myself 

Thank you for that

I fucked your values tied in flowers

And your photos are tasteless

And your glasses are awful

And you're fucking tall

Just like a giraff

And fuck you

And fuck faith ethics traditions

And fuck love

It does not exist

It just never did

Love was invented by motherfuckers

And I have my own dignity

And my own piece of summer

Let it spawn my new life