Should have been
Written 2017-12-23
Please don’t leave me here with my thoughts,they screams at me about my life.
They cut like a razor blade they cut like a knife.
Does it Matter if I bleed or if I feel?
Does it really matter if I’m real ?
Sinking deeper as I try to swim 🏊♂️.
Deaths looking good now but life looks so much better but life’s just isn’t the same now it’s starting to look too dark too grim.
Wave after wave I can’t breathe this air around me in.
Falling further from the truth cause theres lies I still hold in.
Maybe this is all in my head maybe I just need some good medicine.
I’ve found my good medicine here’s cheers 🍻 too some whiskey 🥃 or some wine 🍷 hell even beer 🍺 yeah that’ll do just fine,I just need some good medicine.
Another bottle down.
Shit faced and numb,Me and my Crown 👑 are gonna paint this town.
All drunk 😵 now room starting to spin.
This is fun for me at least I don’t feel anything within.
Alcohol my dear friend you did it again you numbed the pain and your still here when you all “should have been”.🙃
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