THE BIRTH OF JEALOUSY
With brooding mien and sultry eyes,
Outside the gates of Paradise
Eve sat, and fed the faggot flame
That lit the path whence Adam came.
( Strange are the workings of a woman's mind. )
His giant shade preceded him,
Along the pathway green, and dim;
She heard his swift approaching tread,
But still she sat with drooping head.
( Dark are the jungles of unhappy thought. )
He kissed her mouth, and gazed within
Her troubled eyes; for since their sin,
His love had grown a thousand fold.
But Eve drew back; her face was cold.
( Oh, who can read the cipher of a soul. )
‘ Now art thou mourning still, sweet wife?’
Spake Adam tenderly,‘ the life
Of our lost Eden? Why, in THEE
All Paradise remains for me.’
( Deep, deep the currents in a strong man's heart. )
‘ The serpent whispered Lilith's name:
(‘ Twas thus he drove me to my shame )
Pluck yonder fruit, he said, and know,
How Adam loved HER, long ago.
( Fools, fools, who wander searching after pain. )
‘ I ate; and like an ancient scroll,
I saw that other life unroll;
I saw thee, Adam, far from here
With Lilith on a wondrous sphere.
( Bold, bold, the daring of a jealous heart. )
‘ Nay, tell me not I dreamed it all;
Last night in sleep thou didst let fall
Her name in tenderness; I bowed
My stricken head and cried aloud.
( Vast, vast the torment of a self-made woe. )
‘ And it was then, and not before,
That Eden shut and barred its door.
Alone in God's great world I seemed,
Whilst thou of thy lost Lilith dreamed.
( Oh, who can measure such wide loneliness. )
‘ Now every little breeze that sings,
Sighs Lilith, like thy whisperings.
Oh, where can sorrow hide its face,
When Lilith, Lilith, fills all space?’
( And Adam in the darkness spake no word. )