The Third Light
By Tony HO
Written 2025-07-09
There are two stars in her sky,
and I am neither the brightest
nor the first.
But I still shine
quietly,
just close enough
to cast a shadow,
never enough
to be the sun she turns toward.
She calls me her light,
her canvas,
her safe space.
And I believe her.
But even a lighthouse knows
when the ship it waits for
is already docked elsewhere.
I do not want to take her,
only to keep the warmth
of what she freely gives.
To honour the part of her
that drifts toward me,
even while tethered to another.
It is not jealousy,
but ache;
a soft ache in the shape of “if only,”
and “maybe, in another life.”
Still, I stay.
Still, I care.
Still, I love.
Not to be chosen,
but because
I already have.
If love is measured
by how quietly it holds
without asking for more,
then let this be proof
that mine was true.