To Sleep

By Lord Alfred Douglas

Ah, Sleep, to me thou com'st not in the guise

Of one who brings good gifts to weary men,

Balm for bruised hearts and fancies alien

To unkind truth, and drying for sad eyes.

I dread the summons to that fierce assize

Of all my foes and woes, that waits me when

Thou mak'st my soul the unwilling denizen

Of thy dim troubled house where unrest lies.

My soul is sick with dreaming, let it rest.

False Sleep, thou hast conspired with Wakefulness,

I will not praise thee, I too long beguiled

With idle tales. Where is thy soothing breast ?

Thy peace, thy poppies, thy forgetfulness ?

Where is thy lap for me so tired a child ?