Dear Xyli 🌕
Dear Xyli,
There's a quiet in me lately.
One that hums Xyra
in every thought
in every song
I keep playing just to feel a little less far
from the space we used to share.
You asked for space, and I understand.
But I still think of you
in the small, invisible ways
like how the day feels warmer
when your energy is near
or how the silence deepens and stings
when I can't hear your voice dancing at the edge of it.
I’m not waiting for replies,
just holding a light
in case your world goes dim,
so you’ll know there’s still someone
wishing you peace
from across the quiet.
I don’t want to fix you
I just want you to know
that even if you’re unravelling,
you’re not doing it alone.
Even in silence,
I’m with you
softly, gently,
without asking anything back.
You’re not a burden.
You’re not too much.
You’re just someone
my heart naturally leaned toward
and I'm okay sitting with this ache,
letting it rain,
without needing the sun to return too soon.
You left a softness in my world,
and I'm okay carrying that feeling
quietly, respectfully.
Whatever storm you’re inside,
I’ll stay at the edge
with nothing but patience,
and a quiet hope
that you find your way back
to the lantern that I'm holding for you,
when you're ready.
With all the care and calm I can give,
Yours Truly, Tonyloi! ♡
