Dirty and ugly

I'm sweating 

And breathing

I'm living 

And sometimes I become confused

Like

Trying 

And crying 

Defining

The high priorities of life

I'm fighting 

And losing 

And being

Examined on self-dignity 

But stop it

Forget it 

It's nothing 

But quintessence of fucking dusk! 

I'm into

Depression

Of being 

Come undone

And women 

Ignore me 

AM I THINKING OF IT SERIOUSLY?! 

HAHA

They're sweating

And breathing 

And shitting 

Themselves...

Kinda I can't understand 

They're fucking

And dying 

And bowing 

ENDLESSLY 

Why am I 

So serious

I should try

To think about it 

I'm dirty 

And ugly 

And I make no difference 

With scrubbers

And fuckers 

And silly 

But useful idiots 

I should speak

To God and 

He's gonna

Forgive me

And you all

Disturbing me

And judging me

And fucking me

DIE

I burn it

I kick it

I fuck it 

I shoot these spirits 

In their fucking heads! 

20.05.19