Ruby - Astari Boedikoentjara
You’ll probably see me
an offbeat character at this party
a plain, simple girl-next-door
wondering what she could possibly offer
What? Who??
So you want to get to know me,
but just to find any flaws to see,
before you judge as you please?
Tough luck.
I’ve read you first.
I'm denying my natural rights to fall apart
This world always demands a fight
with all my might
I don't always know
the next levels I should go
Advice?
More of them?
Truth or lies?
Should I give a damn?
I understand
Nobody wins.
Everybody loses.
Stories told,
bought and sold.
Facts versus fiction.
Mommy, I'm scared
We've talked about this before
briefly, but I was still being straight
to the point that worries you more
Mommy, I'm still scared
Break his spells
You might as well
Never say his name
End his game
We know what he is
Questions with questions
That’s how you answer
Not much you mention,
‘though you’re such talkers
How to expect you to understand,
Create your own stories
for the sake of your guts and glory
fiction or real
depending how you feel
Social media
Dear Society,
I hate how you make girls like me
feel stupid for believing so easily
everytime some guy shows an interest in me
Get a grip
I try not to experience
your loss and sadness
as everyone moved on,
or away, not staying long.
Too many statements
Welcome to reality
Again, this is how you're supposed to be
No more stupid sentimentality
It only makes you one weakling, cry-baby
They say speaking up is important
